a day when the sun rose up

Black was never a color , but the proof of a once pure white base that got infected with the other  colors , contaminated by the external factors .
Her infant like soul that devolved in the sins of those rabid predators that call themselves human beings while they hold no trace of the famous humanity traits . how could they , when they feed on each other’s distress and satisfy themselves with each other’s pain and heartache .
Some of their preys were strong to handle whatever kind of attack they received but also learn how to strike back turning into some animalistic human  in the process and spreading the plague onto their children to reproduce a new kind a ferocious species that should live in a forest to suppress their harm . but others like her refuse to change , they hold onto their traits like this who’s holding a burning coal : either they let it go eventually , or pay the price of holding it depression and pain . so by the time they decide to give up and let it go , they’d be helpless , weak and burned from inside out : a perfect prey (meal) for the awaiting mouths that won’t definitely pass the chance of tearing them apart obeying their sick needs and helping the depression that was building coyly to spread it’s webs around the mellow soul confining it , letting it mourn the life it used to possess. Therefore the invaded body has no other option but to wait desperately for the grim reaper .
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If you already know Juliet O’Conner  `, you won’t be able to recognize her . you may even consider any of the prattle that has been going on about her and her dramatic change . since how her emerald orbs turned into this dull unattractive color .since, how the silky red strands had fallen off .considering how her fair skin turned into some disgusting shade of grey and her cheeks got sucked in making people wonder if she was doing drugs . or if it was some kind of a rebellion against the world . she thought of staying at home  ,in  hope that she’d save what they've left of her pride . but little did she know that it was impossible ? the lonely adolescent had no other company but this of the sky which made her cling to it , befriend it , seeking comfort in it’s gentle droplets of rain that she would let them blend with her tears . she swore on her rubble that she would never leave it . she would always be there for it like nobody did to her  ,hugging it , sharing it’s moments of weakness . but whenever she would step out of the house , she’d hear the sound of curtains pulled open , whispers would fill her ears as she saw the unbalanced creatures ogling at her impertinently  as if they are stripping the poor girl with their eyes , inspecting her , looking for a hidden defect that would serve their need of entertainment . a defect that can be the subject of their on coming conversations for a week or even more than that .
That’s when she decided on residing  the house for the rest of her existence .but never broke her promise with the sky . although she stopped hugging it , she stayed with it looking at it from the rain stained window , whispering comforting words , assuring her that everything would be alright at the end . that a rainbow would appear after all this sadness , bringing with it the desirable peace , the birds that would chirp happily cheering the sky on winning the battle with the storms . and the brisk breeze moving the trees gently , as if they are dancing (gracefully) on what melodies the birds are creating .
And even though she was as loyal as it can. be the sky has surprised Juliet when she recovered alone , shinning gloriously and sending its warm rays unashamedly through her window . when she was still able to feel the cracks going down her fragile soul .


Hurt , she couldn't over come the feeling that she was about to break any minute . her chest tightened as if a an elephant has decided to sit on it . she ran down the stairs , got out of the house searching frantically for a familiar grey cloud that would banish this feeling of betrayal that seeped into her entire being . so with a raspy voice she let out a chocked “how could you…..i … I thought we were friends .. but .. you just .. you just left me .. just like everybody else “ stuttering on the verge of insanity she was planning on giving the traitor a peace of her mind when an intruder  decided on the opposite . a gruff tobacco intoxicated voice took her by surprise “for god ‘s sake ! when will you stop your nonsense “turning immediately she met  the intense gaze of mr.Bounder her neighbor . his eyes held an evil glint as if he would slay her  right this moment if she provoked him further  which made any attempt of hiding her fears useless but she did try to hid it biting on her lip to suppress a whimper . her eyes searched his for any sign of mercy that could be hidden in it’s depths but she found none which intensified her fear and misted her eyes “ I am sorry mr.Bounder” she said looking at the ground as if she’d offended him by the mere act of talking to basically nobody to have him snap at her furiously “shut up , just shut up !!”he took a deep breath closing his eyes  and depending on his inhales to tame the speedy spreading anger  that he was famous for  before retorting  with a low yet venomous tone “ if I ever saw you out again …. You wouldn't imagine what I am going to do with you “  throwing one last disgusted look her turned his back on her heading for  his house . when a long lost feeling came back to her . Anger . for once in a long while her heart beats didn't increase because of fear but out of anger and fury . she held onto the missed feeling like a source of light in a somber  unknown place . and without rethinking she found herself taking off one of her shoes and throwing it at him getting his head . stunned by her actions was an understatement she stayed frozen for a second before she realized that an angry mr.Bounder was coming her way looking for his revenge . she ran fast managing to close the door before he had the chance to pass it but was met by the sound of his fist pounding on her door . relieved , slaughter survivor slid down the door breathing heavily while taking in her surroundings when a big smile made it’s way onto her face , she broke into a fit of laughter surprising herself with the sound that she thought she lost the ability to make , she savored the moment , the feeling of joy and excitement that rippled through her entire body . how did she get so daring ? she will never know .looking out the window she could see him practically fuming going back and forth like a mad man before getting back to his house and slamming the door . she giggled childishly before her gaze was transmitted to the sky “this is for betraying me” and the other shoe was thrown vigorously out the window and then she danced a happy dance of her own collecting the lost pieces of herself in mere seconds . overwrought with  excitement she too the stairs two at a time , put on her prettiest dress and running for the park , where she ‘ll catch up on what she has missed . 

   

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