Angel

"You have to accept that some people are not made for deep conversations, or for holding you together when you’re about to fall apart, or for keeping you from unzipping your skin, or for talking you out of suicide, or to love you through the worst moments of your life. Some people are made for shallow exchanges, and ridiculous banter, and nothing more. And that’s okay. That doesn’t make them horrible people because they simply aren’t able to handle a storm like you. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you won’t divulge all the gritty details of your horror show. It makes you smart. You have to accept that there will be people that cannot give you what you need. It doesn’t mean they are not worth keeping in your life. You just have to figure out who these ones are before you’re disappointed. And you have to keep them at arm’s length. You cannot expect everyone in your life to understand, to be nonjudgmental, to get it. But that’s okay, because not everyone was made to impart w...

 april 7th 2017 Sometimes i wake up very detached from everything i have to touch my skin stand in front of a mirror repeat i exist i exist i exist just so it starts feeling real just so i can get back my memories that angels have been playing through while i was sleeping. Good lord higher than the highest skies i can feel your soft grip over my little heart i can feel your hand patting my head when i speak to you in my prayers please grace me with your peace use me for your peace put me where i need to be today where i could serve you with all what you've given me. Amen

Speaking to the skies in their own language dipping my self in holy water i am standing alone yet i have the mountains holding my back feet so deep in the water my body means more than it has ever did i am calm but my heart is humming to new rhythms.. now i cut all the poor old ties the fake bonds i drown the words of desperation and stand in the middle of the world allowing myself to be finally accepted physically and mentally as a part of something bigger of endless horizon unseen powers that are felt so deeply they shake you to the core . I am no longer a healer i am not a savior not a goddess or even a mother I don't curse my memories I don't believe in the past anymore now i stand with pure blood untainted by lies untouched by hate my time isn't defined by lovers and truths aren't bent to match the curve of my waist. Letters are written lost and rewritten hidden in closets waiting for when i leave to finally mean something history is dangerous it...

19.8.2016 No matter how anxious I am now how insomniac and how stressed I am now of the whole college and grades thing I know I'll grow to love it. I learned that I can do whatever I want if I truly want it and I think I want to give all god's creatures a presence on the papers not only in words but also in shapes in wild confident lines a real visual thing the eye could make love to I'd love to let my hands loose see how they speak for my eyes see what colours they want to spell what colours they want to splash see them taking a nice getaway from a world that has lost it's mind obsessing over sex and what to hide of your body rather than glorifying the skin

Emilia Clarke gives heartfelt advice to her 18-year-old self. From her career, to dating, to school, to family, and everything in between, Emilia reveals what she wishes she knew at that formative age. via Teen Vogue on youtube