blossoming flower: selfish love

2015

You teach kids to be grateful but you never tell them why your thirsty hearts ask them greedily for some of the raw love they have but you don't get it cause you never bother to earn it.

you grow up more and you fall for a mellow soul arms that you picture their hug as a hug from a summer cloud or a hug from those nude little angels in famous paintings you ask for love once more but you don't get quite what you want so you yell and you tell her that you sacrifice you do sacrifice your time to be with her and then ask why does the world feel so cold when she leaves you with the door wide open  it's because you don't know what sacrifice is you can't see past your problems past your body past your selfish love.