blossoming flower: light words

 october 2015

the reason why i write whatever i write is, because it feels brave. it makes me feel like i am creating a world from scratch. i can write whatever my heart desires ,about whoever it desires, or whatever that has ever hurt it, and it'd be less painful than keeping it in . i feel like these words are what's gonna stay after i leave. they'll go with the wind to the places my soul couldn't reach with a heavy body ,and social boundaries .so i try keeping them as sweet and honest as possible. i try to keep them light, that's what i own to a world that has given me so much to feel.



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